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Mar 23, 2003 00:53

to jon, krys, and jess

QUEEN PRO INC: im hearing shit'
xmi confessionx: like what
QUEEN PRO INC: i was singing and it echoed lmao
xmi confessionx: lol shawna, if that is even n e thing, just block it out talk to god and tell him u don't want that in your life
xmi confessionx: n e fear u have
xmi confessionx: i'm not longer afraid of spiders
xmi confessionx: i quit smoking
xmi confessionx: because god took that all away from me
xmi confessionx: god can do n e thing
xmi confessionx: with god u have nothing to fear
xmi confessionx: there is no fear
xmi confessionx: god has so much love for you and thats all we've ever wanted in life
xmi confessionx: is to be loved
xmi confessionx: and he's the love that u can get that is there for u always and ever lasting no matter what
xmi confessionx: he fullfils that empty space inside of u that all of us go looking for our whole lives
xmi confessionx: and it's right there with us right under our nose
xmi confessionx: think about it . .
QUEEN PRO INC: lmao
xmi confessionx: no i am being serious
xmi confessionx: really seriously think about it
xmi confessionx: i so wish u could come to my schurch w/ me, or just talk to my friends
QUEEN PRO INC: :x
xmi confessionx wants to directly connect.
QUEEN PRO INC cancels request; no connection was made.
QUEEN PRO INC: hell no
xmi confessionx: connect w/ me
QUEEN PRO INC: no
xmi confessionx: please
QUEEN PRO INC: NO
xmi confessionx: i don't wanna send this to u peice by peice
xmi confessionx: Xw X jLh X wX: u aren't afraid of spiders anymore?
xmi confessionx: nope
Xw X jLh X wX: lol
xmi confessionx: not in the leats bit
xmi confessionx: Xw X jLh X wX: I'll never ever
xmi confessionx: and thats kinda weird for sum1 to be SOOO afraid of them to just up n not be afraid
Xw X jLh X wX: get over my snake/shark/deep water/big boat phobia's
xmi confessionx: xmi confessionx: god is real man, and he's there for u
xmi confessionx: i bet you that if you gave yourself to god -and id on't mean like gigivng up everything n everyone- he would rid you of it
xmi confessionx: xmi confessionx: i mena look at me i've given myself to god and am i miserable? have i sacrficed n e thing ' improtant '
xmi confessionx: anything that we put before god
xmi confessionx: is a sin
xmi confessionx: xmi confessionx: because god should be your number one priority
QUEEN PRO INC: my fear is to get by a moving vehicle should i put god in my heart go stand infront of it and try my luck
xmi confessionx: if it's yout time to be with god then it will be your time, when god wants you at his side, but if it isn't your time you will survive
xmi confessionx: i went to fusion this youth ralley
xmi confessionx: therwe wa s aguy there who has this diease i forget the name of it
xmi confessionx: and the doctors told him to plan his funeral
xmi confessionx: that his time was up
xmi confessionx: they told him he was 3 months to live
QUEEN PRO INC: to block u go
xmi confessionx: he went ot church
QUEEN PRO INC signed off at 12:33:00 AM.
xmi confessionx: her went to church and prayed and prayed and he's been alive and walking well and being normal for 2 years since they told him he was to die
xmi confessionx: he*
xmi confessionx: i could tellu of hso many stories
xmi confessionx: and so many things god has done
xmi confessionx: and in my life as well
xmi confessionx: it is so awesome
xmi confessionx: i can't get enough of it
QUEEN PRO INC: im sorry, but u need a life
xmi confessionx: i have a life, i am living it happy and well
QUEEN PRO INC: then quit trying to ruin mine
xmi confessionx: going to chruch 5 hours a week, doesn't ruin my life
xmi confessionx: *I* am not ruining your life, 0u might not wanan hear it- but the devil it
xmi confessionx: is*
xmi confessionx: and he doesn't have too, just don't let him in your life and bring what's suppose dot be in your life and thats god
xmi confessionx: i'm not afraid to die
xmi confessionx: i'm not afraiud of n e thing n e more
xmi confessionx: becaus ei kno that wen i die
xmi confessionx: oh man heaven is so awesome
QUEEN PRO INC: im not the one sounded blind sided
QUEEN PRO INC: maybe its the other way around
xmi confessionx: how do u figure?
xmi confessionx: inside i'm fulfilled, my life is awesome i've never been mor ehappy in my life
QUEEN PRO INC: what if the devil was actually tryna blind side you
xmi confessionx: how is he? he's not and he won't ever because i won't let him
QUEEN PRO INC: he could make u feel so good about such and such and when ur gone ur ass is cashed in
QUEEN PRO INC: lmao u have no power over him
QUEEN PRO INC: if he wants u, he can get u
xmi confessionx: no shawna, the way you die
QUEEN PRO INC: he can take u right now if he could
xmi confessionx: your destiny
xmi confessionx: is what YOU make it
xmi confessionx: no he can't
xmi confessionx: because he has to ask god
xmi confessionx: your words
xmi confessionx: r your most POWERFUL weapon
xmi confessionx: if you say i want to die
xmi confessionx: the devil will take that to god
xmi confessionx: and say look this person said that
xmi confessionx: but it is god who has the power it is god who control when it is sum1's time to go
xmi confessionx: if you wish death upon someone the devil will take that to god
QUEEN PRO INC: okay
QUEEN PRO INC: Okay
xmi confessionx: do u know how satan became satan?
QUEEN PRO INC signed off at 12:39:45 AM.
xmi confessionx: satan's ' real ' name is lucifer, in heaven he was the BEST angle ever, doing so many good things, he was like the next best thing next to god n jesus, n since all the angels wood tell him he was so great and then his pride built up and pride is the worst sin of all, he has so much pride he thought he was better then god he thought that he could od much better then him and jesus saw sata fly outa heaven like lighten thats how fats he came from being SOO good to SUCH pure evil, is all over pride
QUEEN PRO INC: s me offgrefgd
xmi confessionx: look at yer infoi
xmi confessionx: info*
xmi confessionx: you don't think thats the devil taking part of your life? -shrugs-
xmi confessionx: or should i say being a part of your life
xmi confessionx: if i didn't care about u i woudln't even bother wasting all this time on u
xmi confessionx: http://www.angelfire.com/extreme2/pix713/pix/joshbutt.jpg
QUEEN PRO INC: u dont care about me
QUEEN PRO INC: cause if u did ud stop
xmi confessionx: no . . shawna if I didn't care y wood i try to make u a batter person?
QUEEN PRO INC: i like the way i am
xmi confessionx: IF i didn't kare, then i'd just say go ahead let the devil take over your life go ahead, go to hell . . but i do care
xmi confessionx: i have done all that i can do, it's all up to you now
QUEEN PRO INC: yes thank you
QUEEN PRO INC: but i hope u do realise, in the bible ur not suppose to have pyschical feelings for the same sex
xmi confessionx: yes i do know this
xmi confessionx: but since i have been christian i haven't touched a girl
xmi confessionx: :-D
QUEEN PRO INC: are u gonna blame it on the devi;
xmi confessionx: no, i blame it on myself
QUEEN PRO INC: its because its what YOU wanted
QUEEN PRO INC: i wanna do what i WANT and be happy the way i am
xmi confessionx: there goes pride and selfishness
xmi confessionx: youreself is a sin because youy put it before god
xmi confessionx: if sum1 put a gun to my head and said if you beleiv ein god you will get shot if not you live i'd say shoot me
QUEEN PRO INC: you wont break me
xmi confessionx: i'm not trying to break you
QUEEN PRO INC: are u ashamed of being bi or whatever you are
xmi confessionx: yes i am
QUEEN PRO INC: so basically, your ashamed of the love we used to share?
xmi confessionx: no
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