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summer's over.. the current weather we've been having has confirmed it. we'll soon be seeing the leaves change and it'll be all down from there.. at least i get to wear sweaters again!
i had a plan to travel to and from california for 2 months with some friends. the 3 other guys have planned it for over a year and i JUST heard about it. i tried to sneak in there.. but couch surfing with 4 guys would be difficult. things didn't work out. i think it would've been good for me. my mind. my body. my spirit. oh well.. another chance will come by.. hopefully.
i've been hot and cold with work lately. some days i really enjoy it.. and others not so much. my brother Ben and his friend start next week in the shop here. Al kinda.. pressured me into asking them. i don't know how i feel about it.. i don't think i have a problem with it, but Al is a difficult person to work for.. i wonder how my brother will work out here.. hopefully well. maybe he can fill my boots if i ever plan to leave it. it WAS a good place to start and get my feet on the ground.
i don't think i should hurt every other week and it shouldn't be because of a girl. it shouldn't be this hard for me. and i don't know how to make it easier.
i had a plan to travel to and from california for 2 months with some friends. the 3 other guys have planned it for over a year and i JUST heard about it. i tried to sneak in there.. but couch surfing with 4 guys would be difficult. things didn't work out. i think it would've been good for me. my mind. my body. my spirit. oh well.. another chance will come by.. hopefully.
i've been hot and cold with work lately. some days i really enjoy it.. and others not so much. my brother Ben and his friend start next week in the shop here. Al kinda.. pressured me into asking them. i don't know how i feel about it.. i don't think i have a problem with it, but Al is a difficult person to work for.. i wonder how my brother will work out here.. hopefully well. maybe he can fill my boots if i ever plan to leave it. it WAS a good place to start and get my feet on the ground.
i don't think i should hurt every other week and it shouldn't be because of a girl. it shouldn't be this hard for me. and i don't know how to make it easier.