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Work is ridiculous lately. My whole life is actually. I just feel like crying every few minutes. I actually cried at work tonight because I was getting yelled at again.
I feel like everyone really hates me lately. Everyone is finding things wrong with me and they choose to tell me about it. Jeremy and I have been fighting like crazy and he's constantly making me cry. I just don't know where my self esteem went. I used to lvoe myself but now I just want to become a new person.
I want to start all over. I thought moving in with Erin would make a difference but it doesn't seem to.
I'm not happy with myself so I can't be happy anywhere. I don't have time to go back and see Lucy. I don't have time to see my mom or dad or even my step mom.
I just really want to start all over. I at least need someone to talk to but I can't trust anyone. I've never felt so alone before. Looking back at all the times I felt lonely I realize I was wrong. This is the loneliest I've ever been. I've never felt so uncomfortable to talk to anyone about anything.
I feel like everyone really hates me lately. Everyone is finding things wrong with me and they choose to tell me about it. Jeremy and I have been fighting like crazy and he's constantly making me cry. I just don't know where my self esteem went. I used to lvoe myself but now I just want to become a new person.
I want to start all over. I thought moving in with Erin would make a difference but it doesn't seem to.
I'm not happy with myself so I can't be happy anywhere. I don't have time to go back and see Lucy. I don't have time to see my mom or dad or even my step mom.
I just really want to start all over. I at least need someone to talk to but I can't trust anyone. I've never felt so alone before. Looking back at all the times I felt lonely I realize I was wrong. This is the loneliest I've ever been. I've never felt so uncomfortable to talk to anyone about anything.