Am I old?

[poshygirl]

I'm sorry if I only rant in this journal of mine by I have to ask. I recently lost weight and while was waiting for a jitney to take me home, a guy came and offered a grinder. A grinder? What would I do with a grinder? I thought. when the guy saw my face, he said maybe my husband would like to buy the tool for his equipment at home. I jokingly answered I don't have a husband. I was still basically single and in my early twenties? The guy apologized and walked away.
I now wondered if I looked old? My students often mistake my real age because I was overweight, two years ago but now that I lost that, I have to ask myself. Do I looked old?
It slightly offended me that someone would think of me as married. Anyone who knew me, always thought I was young, impulsive and acted too much like a child. Heck! I even dress like teenager! So I wonder, am I old.
Sigh. I hate people telling me my wrong age. Even my students say so. Maybe my overnight activities are taking toll. I am just like a vampire of the night. Often sleep in the morning and awake all night long. The guy must have noticed my shriveled appearance, my bug like eye bags and thought I was old.
Ack! I don't like this feeling. I think I'll just walked this insecure feeling and keep dieting...
Sigh...
Sorry for the rant. I just want to get that off my chest.