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something is stirring in me, i can feel it. i feel an overwhelming change and it's starting to shine on the outside as well. i've noticed it and even the airborne guy mentioned it too. for some reason, i'm glowing...literally. i painted my face on this morning and just stared at myself in disbelief; i look amazing. that is no way a selfabsorbed comment, i just feel and look good. i think this was brought on by my saturday drunken escapade when i vented on everyone and unleashed my rage on a selected few who just so happened to be all in one place...lucky them...lol. i can finally breathe again...or perhaps it's my happiness for hollie, who the hell knows but i love you bitch.
i went to her house last night to see little eric and celebrate with them. i couldn't put him down. i was instantly in love with him, he's perfect. i've never seen hollie so happy and she couldn't stop giggling and not from the wine either; i love when she's happy. all of the bullshit she's went through these past few years has washed away and been replaced by pure joy. i remember how she was when she went through her divorce and the death of her grandmother, all within a years time. her pig of an ex husband made her feel less than a woman because she couldn't have a baby or so they thought so he opted to cheat on her with a "skinny" chick. i watched hollie deteriorate and gain an enoromous amount of weight. there were straight weeks when she refused to get out of bed and she cracked no jokes...now that part of hollie is a memory. welcome back baby.
ok well that's about covers it....ciao
i went to her house last night to see little eric and celebrate with them. i couldn't put him down. i was instantly in love with him, he's perfect. i've never seen hollie so happy and she couldn't stop giggling and not from the wine either; i love when she's happy. all of the bullshit she's went through these past few years has washed away and been replaced by pure joy. i remember how she was when she went through her divorce and the death of her grandmother, all within a years time. her pig of an ex husband made her feel less than a woman because she couldn't have a baby or so they thought so he opted to cheat on her with a "skinny" chick. i watched hollie deteriorate and gain an enoromous amount of weight. there were straight weeks when she refused to get out of bed and she cracked no jokes...now that part of hollie is a memory. welcome back baby.
ok well that's about covers it....ciao