He is bakc on my mind again..
Nick, my tall, sexy Nick is back on my mind again, not that he was ever gone but more persistently now..fuck, fuck, fuck, the last thing I need..I want so desperately to hear his voice but I won't call him, no need to go down that road again..
The most peculiar thing happened, my ex who is not from Athens, happens to be in Athens for some time now and he called me and yesterday we went out, after 3 yeras and I told him the things I always wanted to tell him and I feel better. I was careful not to show bitterness because I don't care how he is and what he does and I didn't want him to think the other way round. He is getting married in October, who cares, but he was rather romantic towards me, who cares again. It is bad to have spent 1.5 year with someone, we also lived together and feel nothing after some time. I can honestly say he gave me nothing, to be honest he gave me something. Not to let anyone to boss me around like he used to do, stuuuuuupid Mary, oh well, I was innocent;p
I looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove riding my scooter and now I am capable of taking someone sitting on the back. I always thought it would be difficult but it is a piece of cake! My sister loves taking rides with me!
That's my news, better go back to my work and ask from the Universe to make sure he is happy, safe and sound..
xxx