Privite.
"I`m human.
I`ve made mistakes, learned from them but I`ve never been the type to regret.
I`ve had some bad apples in my life, I`ve let people take advantage of me, hurt me but those relationships made me the strong woman I am today. There are many opportunitiess I`ve missed, alot of time I`ve wasted- moments I can never get back. There are people who will never truly be sorry, but I don`t hold grudges- I will always lend a helping hand.
I no longer get myself upset, I don`t bother to get even: "vengeance is mine, said the lord!".
My mother taught me at an early age that what goes around, comes around. The things you do in life, the way you treat people- it`ll come back on you. I`ll know better next time, *I refuse to settle for anything less than what I truly deserve...
I`ve lost people that were heros in my eyes and met people that saved me from doing further harm to myself.
I`ve been a daddys girl, the only girl, and one of the boys.
My life has always been filled with riches and great memories. Always been blessed enough to not know how it feels to be without food, a roof over my head, and clothes on my back.
I have a family that`s solid as a rock. A best friend that created me, installed wisdom and taught me well. I have a special companion and we created life together.
I have all the things I need in life: strength, prosperity and the ability to know who to run to when things are out of hand.
I no longer state i`m trying to find myself, I know myself- very well."
I`ve been doing this thing for a long time, alot of friends came and they went just as fast as I signed off.
I`ve had many journals previously illnana, poshies, soulkissies and hoodlust.
I`m currently adding but since this is my personal journal, I wont be adding just any and everybody that ask. We have to share some common interest and/or mutual friends. My name is Jessica, I`m twenty something and currently expecting my first child ( o7o9o9 ), a daughter, Nadia. I`m very blunt, I say what I feel so if you have a problem with bitches women like me, don`t read any further- GTFO cause I`m about to tell it like it is:
This is my shit, meaning the things I write about are about me, for me, and not intended to please you. I have the right to say what I want, do what I feel, and remove anybody I want too. If you dont like it, keep moving; roll yo' behind to another lj. The contents of my privite journal may include violence, nudity, excessive profanity, betrayal, sex, lies and whatever else I feel the need to type about. I talk about my relationship, yes my relationship not yours so your opinions are just that, spare me the life lessons and lectures, I'm very much capable of learning on my damn own and I live my life on my own terms. I might post pictures of random things and people, I`ll talk about my pregnancy and being that this is a very important part of my life and such a wonderful experience- i`ll post pictures of ultrasounds and all that baby jazz. I may use racial slurs ( the "N" word ), I dont think before I write, hell, I dont have too-remember, this is my shit. Please be of age if you intend to add me, I refuse to censor myself for any lil snot nose preschoolers. I`m legal, a grown woman, I doubt I`d have much in common with a damn 16 year old, I don`t buy the whole "I`m muture for my age thing", I life a lifestyle you haven`t experienced yet. Pack light. I also don`t add males either, so yeah... pack light.
I have feelings and a life outside of this journal, I dont t treat this site like homework, dont expect me to make it a huge deal to sign on, read your entries and comment to make you feel special. I have a full time job, Im a part time lover and expecting mother, so my man and my unborn needs me. If you`re one of those people that do random cuts for lack of comments and updates, dont bother adding me. If you get all butt hurt because you didn`t recieve enough comments on a heartfelt post- don`t bother adding me. I comment when I have something to say- more than likely I'll share my opinion. I update almost daily- I try to and I post pictures because I tell a story. I change the face of my journal, almost weekly. I maintain my shit well, Im not messy and I write in detail. Comment first if we share some mutual friends, you`ve been added before, or we share some common interest or the same personality, go ahead and add me if you`re not so sure just comment and if I dont respond within a day or two, chances are, you didn`t make the cut. With that being said try your luck.
consider this upon adding me: I`m not an Obama supporter. I`m pro life. I believe in GOD, and I don`t think the "bisexual thing" or the "I`m such a slut thing" is cute, I may say some things to reflect this. But also adding to this, I never force my beliefs and opinions on others, just a fair warning.