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I decided to delete this entry becuase well, I did. I hate feeling like this though. its now the morning after, and all i feel is sick to my stomach about the whole thing. I don't understand why he didn't want to try and work through it. He said that all the bad out weighed the good and well, I dont agree with that at all. becuase the times when we arent fighting, which is the majority of the time, I'm happy. I like going to the pool club and shooting around and having him hold me when we take breaks. I like going to his house and watching TV, or breaking Bricks. Ilike when he comes here and we play cards. I like when we go out. It just doesnt add up in my head.
Ijust hope he wanted to break up becuase he thought I wanted to break up. cuz i didn't.
Ijust hope he wanted to break up becuase he thought I wanted to break up. cuz i didn't.