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I startes work today. it was ok. boring.
then i had softball and i dont know why, but i was miserable the whole practice. i was frustrated with myself. All i wanted to do was sit down and cry. Thank god it was dark out, cuz on the way home Michelle drove me home and i sat in the back seat and cried quietly. And i dont know why. all i know is that i hated practice today and honestly? I dont want to go back. I know i will though. But i was miserable. still am. I Hated it.
then i had softball and i dont know why, but i was miserable the whole practice. i was frustrated with myself. All i wanted to do was sit down and cry. Thank god it was dark out, cuz on the way home Michelle drove me home and i sat in the back seat and cried quietly. And i dont know why. all i know is that i hated practice today and honestly? I dont want to go back. I know i will though. But i was miserable. still am. I Hated it.