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"Someone once told me that you need a good cry every now and then. Because if you don't, your tears build up like water in a dam. Eventually the dam breaks and the water won't stop flowing. "
i posted that quote a few months ago, and man is it true.
I've been under so much stress lately. i've had alot of pressure on me to get my grandes up. To work for the FBLA, Acts of Love, and the other numerous clubs i'm in. Yesterday, my computer crashed. I lost my Chem report and my History Essay. so today, i had a brake down. I couldnt stop crying. i was disgusted with myself how much i cried. I dropped a a heavy glass bottle on my foot, and that hurt so i started to cry. i thought i broke one of my toes. but after a few minutes, my foot wasnt hurting anymore and i just couldnt stop crying.
it felt good to cry though. i took a hot shower after that i felt better.
i've had a lot of things happen to me over the past few days, and now that i'm thinking about it, i'm shocked at my lack of emotion i had to certain things. Like when my computer crashed and i lost all my files, i just sort of stood there and was like 'oh that sucks. i'm going to bed now.'
I'm going to CBA tmw for Acts of Love. yay! i'm excited about that. i think i have a game tmw also so i'm happy about that. It'll be good just to hang out with my softball buddies. i miss them. *cough* katie *cough*
anway, mom's home. i'll update more later if i get the chance.
i posted that quote a few months ago, and man is it true.
I've been under so much stress lately. i've had alot of pressure on me to get my grandes up. To work for the FBLA, Acts of Love, and the other numerous clubs i'm in. Yesterday, my computer crashed. I lost my Chem report and my History Essay. so today, i had a brake down. I couldnt stop crying. i was disgusted with myself how much i cried. I dropped a a heavy glass bottle on my foot, and that hurt so i started to cry. i thought i broke one of my toes. but after a few minutes, my foot wasnt hurting anymore and i just couldnt stop crying.
it felt good to cry though. i took a hot shower after that i felt better.
i've had a lot of things happen to me over the past few days, and now that i'm thinking about it, i'm shocked at my lack of emotion i had to certain things. Like when my computer crashed and i lost all my files, i just sort of stood there and was like 'oh that sucks. i'm going to bed now.'
I'm going to CBA tmw for Acts of Love. yay! i'm excited about that. i think i have a game tmw also so i'm happy about that. It'll be good just to hang out with my softball buddies. i miss them. *cough* katie *cough*
anway, mom's home. i'll update more later if i get the chance.