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do you remember the night before you had to leave?
i remember getting off practice. i remember walking outside into the dark night and suspecting you weren't outside. you couldn't find a car, you wanted to go to the party, you just didn't feel like it. i suspected it. and i walked out but there you were waiting. and my heart raced like crazy. and we drove around and we watched made on mtv and laughed at stupid things. and my head found your shoulder when i was tired and my heart felt so happy, i couldn't believe it. and you took me home and you walked me to the door and you told me you wished you didn't have to go. i told you not to, you could just not go, and stay here with me. and we laughed. i remember us laughing. and you leaned down and your lips touched mine and it was the sweetest thing. and we said goodbye and you walked away and oh how i wish i could get that back.
i remember getting off practice. i remember walking outside into the dark night and suspecting you weren't outside. you couldn't find a car, you wanted to go to the party, you just didn't feel like it. i suspected it. and i walked out but there you were waiting. and my heart raced like crazy. and we drove around and we watched made on mtv and laughed at stupid things. and my head found your shoulder when i was tired and my heart felt so happy, i couldn't believe it. and you took me home and you walked me to the door and you told me you wished you didn't have to go. i told you not to, you could just not go, and stay here with me. and we laughed. i remember us laughing. and you leaned down and your lips touched mine and it was the sweetest thing. and we said goodbye and you walked away and oh how i wish i could get that back.