new start on things...
with the recent ordeal (shit) that happened this weekend... its time to fucking change. In order to change, you gotta do it completly, with out any strings attached.
my sn for everything (poseurmonk) has been with me since fuckin cali... and now it seems like the perfect time to change my sn along my internet habits
this is pretty much my last post on livejournal... im done with all the bullshit it has sseemed to conjer up. I remember saying it was a great way to keep an accurate timeline of your life, but now all its caused me is pain and bullshit.
so goodbye livejournal, may you burn in hell with at least a fraction of the pain you have caused me.
Oh, and if you are still reading this (u know who you are) i didnt get a chance to tell you, but you are going to regret what YOU have decided. But for the rest of your life you will never know to what extent you truly messed up. Think of all the things we could have had together, all the things we could have experienced in life together. How raising a family would be such a joy with you, how growing old would together would be sublime.
Becasue i know i have...
one more thing... you wouldnt belive this if i told you, but im going to tell my parents (was always planning to). but just so you know for a fact, and that im not lying to you, now you know they know.
MOM AND DAD, I ASKED KARA TO MARRY ME IN NOVEMBER.
my sn for everything (poseurmonk) has been with me since fuckin cali... and now it seems like the perfect time to change my sn along my internet habits
this is pretty much my last post on livejournal... im done with all the bullshit it has sseemed to conjer up. I remember saying it was a great way to keep an accurate timeline of your life, but now all its caused me is pain and bullshit.
so goodbye livejournal, may you burn in hell with at least a fraction of the pain you have caused me.
Oh, and if you are still reading this (u know who you are) i didnt get a chance to tell you, but you are going to regret what YOU have decided. But for the rest of your life you will never know to what extent you truly messed up. Think of all the things we could have had together, all the things we could have experienced in life together. How raising a family would be such a joy with you, how growing old would together would be sublime.
Becasue i know i have...
one more thing... you wouldnt belive this if i told you, but im going to tell my parents (was always planning to). but just so you know for a fact, and that im not lying to you, now you know they know.
MOM AND DAD, I ASKED KARA TO MARRY ME IN NOVEMBER.