Oct 23, 2005 11:22
OOOOKKKK I have NO fuckin clue why i had a dream about Derik... but usually
I have dreams and i dont reamber them, hardly EVER!
Well ok here's the dream..
Derik, his "gf" in the dream, me, sam, derik's mom and dad, and like 4 other poeple..
Well, we all were takin all of our stuff on this boat.. I guess we were like
staying on this boat for a week or so.. Well, i can only reamber parts of it... Well.. there was a part were derik's mom and I were sitting together talkin and crying together .. I think it was because of derik ...and she knows how much i liked him...mhmm I thought we couldn't get off the boat if we were so far out.. So i was freakin out, trying to get all of my shit packed and derik wouldn't let me get off..(It's like he loved me again..)
Then he said I forgive you and i dont know why i ever broke up with you.. I Love You..
Then things were great!
And thats all thats important...
SO why did i have a dream about derik..????
I woke up and i started crying ... I can't do this shit anymore.
I dont know anymore... Ugh! GRRRR!!