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im so stressed
i feel as though i am constantly forgetting something, forgetting making plans, forgetting homework, forgetting my brain.
i feel like theres always something that im forgetting, something that i need to do.
but instead of trying to list things i need to do, and manage things, i just add more to my plate, making plans and joining more activities [[the fall play]] and trying to remember everything.
such as this saturday. i feel like i know i have a lot to do on this day, but i can't remember anything.
i also am trying to get a new job. which is adding to my stress because i have no idea how to tell my boss that i dont want to work there anymore. i have such trouble telling people 'no'. deep down, im just eager to please. and that gets in the way a lot.
i didnt go to school today not because i was too sick but just because i was too stressed out.
i think life would be easier if i lived in a cave, had no friends, and no responsiblities.
i feel on edge all the time.
if i freak out on you, im really sorry.
its not you. im just FREAKING OUT.
plus...
ew never mind. i can't share that on myspace.
<33shannon
i feel as though i am constantly forgetting something, forgetting making plans, forgetting homework, forgetting my brain.
i feel like theres always something that im forgetting, something that i need to do.
but instead of trying to list things i need to do, and manage things, i just add more to my plate, making plans and joining more activities [[the fall play]] and trying to remember everything.
such as this saturday. i feel like i know i have a lot to do on this day, but i can't remember anything.
i also am trying to get a new job. which is adding to my stress because i have no idea how to tell my boss that i dont want to work there anymore. i have such trouble telling people 'no'. deep down, im just eager to please. and that gets in the way a lot.
i didnt go to school today not because i was too sick but just because i was too stressed out.
i think life would be easier if i lived in a cave, had no friends, and no responsiblities.
i feel on edge all the time.
if i freak out on you, im really sorry.
its not you. im just FREAKING OUT.
plus...
ew never mind. i can't share that on myspace.
<33shannon