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I am going to do my Intro to Theater assignment tomorrow.
Practice is at six thirty.
I found someone with information.
I kinda freaked out earlier.
Like I had to leave my room and be near people because I felt like I was being sucked down a drain whirlpool style.
I wonder if that was an anxiety attack.
I wish I had the ability to calm myself down.
However I just think of more stressful things and make the feeling worse.
I feel better now.
I went to lambda and Amie did a safer sex demonstration.
I got to see what a female condom looked like.
It was kind of intersting.
I also now know what a dental dam looks like.
Things I had heard of before but never seen.
I know that I have enough money to get from Edison to Burlington but I still have this lingering feeling of stress.
I wish I didn't look for the worst in situations.
I am supposed to be having a fun time with this.
I am like the doomsday queen.
Practice is at six thirty.
I found someone with information.
I kinda freaked out earlier.
Like I had to leave my room and be near people because I felt like I was being sucked down a drain whirlpool style.
I wonder if that was an anxiety attack.
I wish I had the ability to calm myself down.
However I just think of more stressful things and make the feeling worse.
I feel better now.
I went to lambda and Amie did a safer sex demonstration.
I got to see what a female condom looked like.
It was kind of intersting.
I also now know what a dental dam looks like.
Things I had heard of before but never seen.
I know that I have enough money to get from Edison to Burlington but I still have this lingering feeling of stress.
I wish I didn't look for the worst in situations.
I am supposed to be having a fun time with this.
I am like the doomsday queen.