Jun 16, 2016 11:20
Ouch! That hurt today! But I'm just kidding. Lol.
Soo...this is it. Determination. My life has passed by so quickly, within the pass three years. Learning so many new things. Friends, are GONE. Being more responsible. Family is closer with me, I mean really close. We meet almost every week. Graduations, birthdays, church events, and most of all " Gainesville." Wow. I don't know where to start. Gainesville...is so new to me. I know not of everyone. Family visit from time to time all the way from Orlando, and other places. We just came from a cruise. Disney Cruise...was amazing. Seeing the waves for the first time..the open sea, straight from the dock. It was amazing...one of the best moments of my life. My sister, brothers, mom, and another family friend. So Gainesville...as I said..is so slow here, yet so quiet and relaxing. Orlando, on the other hand, is fun, outgoing, and party-like. Yet, at this age at Gainesville..is quite amazing. The parks, town centers, and colleges around here, matures me. It's like " Old America." Wow, visiting the town centers here is so much fun. I see the ancient living in this area. I see history, I see more nature here. I see most of all "college". The town around here...is so small. But reduntantly going to close areas, makes it home.
So living here...has taught me so much. My doctors tell me to organize life. Life beforehand was just freedom...complete freedom. For the first time, I am more organized...not just with clothes and things, but my life. So, determination. It gets so hard in life...but I FIGHT. Hard..I fight hard. I need to and learning "Adulthood". Thank God, I made it here. Alive. We only have 100 years to live folks. So FIGHT for your determination, your success..EVERYTHING. This is life. Modeling, I'm sorry, it's too expensive, far too extreme to do.Ballet is amazing! Improving as I go..but it's such a slow process because it's just one hour a week. Still...heaviness is hard to maintain. But the "ballet world"..is so magical. Beautiful..elegant..and most of all..it's my first time being "classical". I really want to perfect it. It started at Kissimmee..my age was at 20. Yet, one a hour a week...is like 20 hours a year. Wow..but it's a passion I can pursue for life. I am attending adult ballet around the area..like, every week. Life is slowing down, but my mind is quite pondering...amazingly. I am more...of a quiet, silent person now. Extremely, reserved for the first time. That's it folks. Enjoy! For the last, may be the best. Please pray...for determination.
I promise to update with ballet..because it is new to me..bye.