May the flowers keep blooming
I don't want this spring to ever end. Today was a wonderful day. I think that it's the first time in a long while that I really felt special. The card was wonderful, thank you! :) I'm beginning to feel consistently happy. I think that once my plan is set in motion, I'll have a good shot at having every loose end in my life fairly well tied up or let go. Life will be good.
I contemplated a few things today. First: most of the girls I know said that they adamently believe that there are no decent guys at GW. I didn't feel hurt, even though I'm a guy that goes to GW, but I wondered if I was included. Perhaps not if they felt free enough to say it to me. It makes me wonder if there is a possibility of finding a person at GW worth putting in the effort of a real relationship. I would like to have done so with Carrie, but she is long gone. Graduation sucks that way. There really are no other people at GW, and the ones that I felt any real attraction to have all left. Oh well. Bottom line is that it seems that I am destined to be single for a long time. I wonder if I'll hit the one year mark? That will be the first time in a long time. Knowing that I could establish a relationship with one of many people at anytime somehow is little comfort. Oh well, no worries.
I will make up for all of the wrongs I have caused. My sins are always paid for 10 fold.
I contemplated a few things today. First: most of the girls I know said that they adamently believe that there are no decent guys at GW. I didn't feel hurt, even though I'm a guy that goes to GW, but I wondered if I was included. Perhaps not if they felt free enough to say it to me. It makes me wonder if there is a possibility of finding a person at GW worth putting in the effort of a real relationship. I would like to have done so with Carrie, but she is long gone. Graduation sucks that way. There really are no other people at GW, and the ones that I felt any real attraction to have all left. Oh well. Bottom line is that it seems that I am destined to be single for a long time. I wonder if I'll hit the one year mark? That will be the first time in a long time. Knowing that I could establish a relationship with one of many people at anytime somehow is little comfort. Oh well, no worries.
I will make up for all of the wrongs I have caused. My sins are always paid for 10 fold.