life
Wow. I have time to update. Well, a whole 30 minutes.
So. How's life? Surprisingly good on my part. I feel like I'm on a high plateau and I don't seem to elevate or sink anywhere. Well, I'm rising a bit actually. But it's not really taking any effort. Everything is just falling into place.
Maybe I am doing some effort. Or maybe I've changed a bit since last year? Hmm. Things are just SO much better than last year. I'm making alot of new friends, while strengthening older bonds, and igniting relationships with people that I thought would seem unlikely to bond with me. It's all fun and chill. Hopefully I'll overcome most of my social retardedness from past years.
Speaking of which, I feel like I'm growing up pretty fast. I know I was definitely a little rebellious last year, but I'm getting over it. Well, I was a freshman, lol. No excuse. But it's funny to see people exactly my age and being such... freshmen. That's probably why I think of them as babies even though they might be a little older than me.
This will probably be a phase where I think I'm grown up... and later I'll realize how stupid I was to think I was so on top of my game. But all I know is that I'm enjoying this weird confidence/ego boosting and serious mood lifting. And drugs don't play a role in this. :P
I've only gone home once in the past 3 or 4 weeks. Both I and my parents are really busy, so I'll just be spending alot of time in coral gables. I think my cousin has a birthday party next weekend or something. That's basically the only time I'll visit this month.
Hmm. I work this weekend, next weekend is orchestra concert weekend, next week I have my first round of tests... busy busy busy. Good stuff.
So.... everything's peachy.
And I like a boy. Things are going well.
Hopefully my class load is not so much of a factor in my well being, but I do admit that it's not hard. We'll see how next year turns out.
Ew, this entry was boring.
And what's wrong with american cheese? It's like the least cheesy of cheeses. Perhaps thats why I like it.
So. How's life? Surprisingly good on my part. I feel like I'm on a high plateau and I don't seem to elevate or sink anywhere. Well, I'm rising a bit actually. But it's not really taking any effort. Everything is just falling into place.
Maybe I am doing some effort. Or maybe I've changed a bit since last year? Hmm. Things are just SO much better than last year. I'm making alot of new friends, while strengthening older bonds, and igniting relationships with people that I thought would seem unlikely to bond with me. It's all fun and chill. Hopefully I'll overcome most of my social retardedness from past years.
Speaking of which, I feel like I'm growing up pretty fast. I know I was definitely a little rebellious last year, but I'm getting over it. Well, I was a freshman, lol. No excuse. But it's funny to see people exactly my age and being such... freshmen. That's probably why I think of them as babies even though they might be a little older than me.
This will probably be a phase where I think I'm grown up... and later I'll realize how stupid I was to think I was so on top of my game. But all I know is that I'm enjoying this weird confidence/ego boosting and serious mood lifting. And drugs don't play a role in this. :P
I've only gone home once in the past 3 or 4 weeks. Both I and my parents are really busy, so I'll just be spending alot of time in coral gables. I think my cousin has a birthday party next weekend or something. That's basically the only time I'll visit this month.
Hmm. I work this weekend, next weekend is orchestra concert weekend, next week I have my first round of tests... busy busy busy. Good stuff.
So.... everything's peachy.
And I like a boy. Things are going well.
Hopefully my class load is not so much of a factor in my well being, but I do admit that it's not hard. We'll see how next year turns out.
Ew, this entry was boring.
And what's wrong with american cheese? It's like the least cheesy of cheeses. Perhaps thats why I like it.