November 17, 2020
Day 4,578.
Sam,
People say, "life is hell without you in it". People say that, but don't you ever say it. You don't know anything about Hell. These are the same people who walk around in their safe lives, drivin in their safe cars, talkin to their safe kids and tellin em that love is letting go of fear. There's even a God-forsaken book called that. I couldn't finish readin it. It was crap. I'm telling you, I'm living proof that that's just psychobabble bullcrap. Love is not letting go of fear. You should know that. I would know. Don't stop being scared, Sam. It keeps you human.
And you know what else? I'm really glad you're not here. I had a few scares. More than enough, actually. I'm glad you're not here and I'm glad that you're never gonna read these because I've gotta tell somebody and you're the only one I would tell. If you find em, don't read em, okay. This is what I'm doing. And it's done and you won't need to, okay. Please.
Bye.
Sam,
People say, "life is hell without you in it". People say that, but don't you ever say it. You don't know anything about Hell. These are the same people who walk around in their safe lives, drivin in their safe cars, talkin to their safe kids and tellin em that love is letting go of fear. There's even a God-forsaken book called that. I couldn't finish readin it. It was crap. I'm telling you, I'm living proof that that's just psychobabble bullcrap. Love is not letting go of fear. You should know that. I would know. Don't stop being scared, Sam. It keeps you human.
And you know what else? I'm really glad you're not here. I had a few scares. More than enough, actually. I'm glad you're not here and I'm glad that you're never gonna read these because I've gotta tell somebody and you're the only one I would tell. If you find em, don't read em, okay. This is what I'm doing. And it's done and you won't need to, okay. Please.
Bye.