Dec 17, 2004 20:03
goes my heart I am again in a place that isn't so pretty. Life will continue as it always does but that doesn't stop the ache in my soul. I thought she was the one the one that I was going to spend life. The who even in her parting said she loved spending time with me but just didn't see it becoming more serious then it already was.
Did i love her..That is the question I ask myself. There was definitely something there... was it love.. I am not sure but it certainly hurt when I heard those words on my answering machine. Did I feel rage.. you bet your ass I did. Did I want to lash out and hurt her as she has me. No.. why not you ask.. as I ask myself.. because just because.. she knows what she wants and much as I tried and we seemed to be right for each other. I think thew clique or however you spell that would work here. *It just wasn't meant to be" and with that and a deep sigh.. I move along a tear in my eye and a heavy heart.