My Angel
Hmmm...I'm feeling a little funny today. Everything is going great in my life recently. I love my new job which entitles me more freedom as compared to before. I have more time to do my own stuff now and I get sufficient rest!
It seems that life is taking the smooth path and every area of my life is improving by leaps and bounds. May the rough, bad patches STAY GONE!
However, I felt a keen sense of something the last two days.
I had a strange but beautiful dream on Monday which may not have set off this strange mood but definitely played a part in contributing to it.
It was a flying dream...Shall I type it down like how I used to record my more peculiar dreams?
A bunch of friends and I entered a Chinese temple. The moment the doors slammed shut, we knew it was a mistake. The place seemed funny. Although everything was in order and it seemed like any regular temple, we were trapped within by spiritual forces. Like Hotel California haha...
There was an element of fear.
In this state of helplessness, one of the guys in the group revealed himself to be a flying creature. Eagle or angel...it's very unclear in the dream.
He escaped by flying away and left the rest of us behind.
I was him yet also myself - one of those left behind. I could feel his elation of escaping, his surprise that he had it within him to morph. The fear that he wasn't human.
Yet, I was a seperate entity, watching him fly away and realising that I will miss him.
He flies back though, in the evening and swops down at us to let us know he has returned and I shouted out to him that I love him. It was a sudden realisation at the point of time and since I might never had seen him again, I wanted to let him know.
Those words became my ticket to freedom because he grabbed me and rescued me away. We flew past high rise buildings and swopped down low on streets, the wind blowing hard against us.
In all my flying dreams, I've never been able to keep flying. I was always forced to land and then had to run really fast to take off flying. There was always soemone chasing me and everytime I landed, I would be afraid of being caught.
But in this dream, I was secure and always flying. I didn't need to land if I didn't want to.
(Remember that I am him and myself at once)
He brought me to an apartment during sunset and said it was where we were going to be living. I was so happy. Then, he brought me out to the balcony and show me an ancient castle in front of us, a few streets away and an ancient dome to our left, also a few streets away. He knew I liked such stuff and thus, got me the apartment.
There was such a burst of love and warmth when he told me. I was so so happy! I found what I was looking for. :)
Then I awoke. -_-"
I haven't had such a dream in so long that it completely took me offguard. It made my day.
Back to the strange mood...I don't know what it's all about but I do know that I'll be alright no matter what coz God is with me. ;)