Jun 21, 2003 01:46
maybe i'm backwards but i'm seeing a few problems in how people react to situations.
take nici/casey for example. last week she *thought* they were gonna break up. so she bawls her eyes out over something that didn't even happen yet. so now they're through and she's fine.
take adam/tony for example. the kids are dead/dying and i've witnessed little to no sympathy for them. i don't wanna be apathetic or even feel as if it was necessary but that's how i feel. i have zero sympathy for them. not cuz adam was an asshole (i didn't know tony too well) -- no one deserves to die, even if they're a dick -- but it's proof that you sholdn't fuck with heroin. and i have no sympathy for people who OD on shit they KNOW is dangerous. they knew what they were getting into and they paid the price. it's like that story of the woman who was beaten to death in the strongman competition. she knew the rules -- go in the ring, and PUNCH THE CRAP OUTTA EACH OTHER UNTIL ONE OF YOU CAN'T GET UP -- hm i wonder if any physical harm can be done from that? u gotta be a fucking moron to think that it's completely safe. survival of the fittest is qickly turning into survival of the smartest -- and i've never been happier. i'm tired of hearing about good people dying for bullshit reasons -- it's time a few idiots started dying in the best way idiots can: being an idiot.
think about it...much like how you say "hello" to someone for the first time leaves a first impression on everyone, the way in which you die leaves that "final" impression that will never be forgotten. consider these 2 hypothetical examples:
situation A: Wally's heroin addiction killed him.
situation B: Wally, who happened to have a heroin addiction, died in a car crash on his way to the supermarket to get soup for his sick grandmother.
reaction A: Wally sholdn't have been fucking with that and should have seen it coming. I have no sympathy.
reaction B: Oh my god that's terrible! That poor heroin addict!
i'd be lying if i said i have ZERO sympathy. i do feel stongly for tony/adam's parents...especially their mothers. if my mom found out i died cuz of a poison needle i intentionally stuck myself with she'd spend the rest of her life crying. my dad would lose faith in the world.
to sum up: you guys should all know by now that i love you and don't wanna see you end up in a coffin. i'm all for doing stupid shit (::cough cough!:: TIM! ::cough cough!::) but (bad pun coming up!) leave the heroin to wonder woman.
--ROCK
--J