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I sit in bed and think about things way more than I should. I think about the mystery of life and death. I try to figure myself out and understand what this person is truly made of.
My room is empty, it is weird to go to bed at night and not have your roomate sleeping right next to you. My first semester of college is almost over. One more final to go. 1842-Treaty of Nanjing. I try to diagnose my time here. It has been a crazy ride. I have learned more about life than I ever thought I could. Ive experienced more emotions that I thought exisited. 1860-Treaty of Tienjin. I felt my heart love and be crushed in less than a month. Drank more than I ever thought possible. Diagnosed myself with worse diseases than ever before. Ate more upstein quiznos and salads than the average nyuer. 10 10 1911 Rupublic of China Founded. In terms of adjusting to this environment and lifestyle. I have sacraficed doing well in school, any form of extra curricular activities, and friendships at home. Sometimes when i think at night i think about how much me and my friends have been through at home. But i can't help but to think that many of them have just forgotten about me. I miss them more than I think they know. 10 11 1949. Founding of Peoples Republic of China. Ive begun to understand the brevity of things. I miss my mom and dad and brother. I have to go christmas shopping. I wish this could be more meaningful
My room is empty, it is weird to go to bed at night and not have your roomate sleeping right next to you. My first semester of college is almost over. One more final to go. 1842-Treaty of Nanjing. I try to diagnose my time here. It has been a crazy ride. I have learned more about life than I ever thought I could. Ive experienced more emotions that I thought exisited. 1860-Treaty of Tienjin. I felt my heart love and be crushed in less than a month. Drank more than I ever thought possible. Diagnosed myself with worse diseases than ever before. Ate more upstein quiznos and salads than the average nyuer. 10 10 1911 Rupublic of China Founded. In terms of adjusting to this environment and lifestyle. I have sacraficed doing well in school, any form of extra curricular activities, and friendships at home. Sometimes when i think at night i think about how much me and my friends have been through at home. But i can't help but to think that many of them have just forgotten about me. I miss them more than I think they know. 10 11 1949. Founding of Peoples Republic of China. Ive begun to understand the brevity of things. I miss my mom and dad and brother. I have to go christmas shopping. I wish this could be more meaningful