Mar 05, 2005 21:34
i hate this
i cant breath
i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself
i cant take it
i feel so lost, like i have so many options, but none of them in my reach
and the anwers are so easy, but i cant make anything happen
theyre are so many ways to fix everything, but theres allways one thing in the way, blocking all possiblities for any kind of peace
i cant see anything for myself anymore, i dont see a future, i dont even see a present.
im just one living thing, living for one simple reason
i sit, i sit, i sit
i wait
i hate it
what other reason do i exist for?
i wish i had friends, but it really seems like its never going to happen
i dont understand why it has to be so hard for me...
whats wrong with me?
why am i such a boring, uninteresting person, i dont know anything
i have nothing ever to say, and no one has anything to say to me
im just nothing
an ugly piece of shit.