time to move on.
Well.
I seem to be doing one stupid thing after another, mostly due to alcohol (shock! surprise!).
In a very short space of time, I have managed to fuck up and lose pretty much everything that was going good for me. I feel so ridiculous and ashamed of myself. I want to hide.
I feel like there is nothing left here to stay for. If I needed a final push to shake me out of my complacency and get me moving, well, here it is. I think I'm going to get out of here.
I seem to be doing one stupid thing after another, mostly due to alcohol (shock! surprise!).
In a very short space of time, I have managed to fuck up and lose pretty much everything that was going good for me. I feel so ridiculous and ashamed of myself. I want to hide.
I feel like there is nothing left here to stay for. If I needed a final push to shake me out of my complacency and get me moving, well, here it is. I think I'm going to get out of here.