of course i'll be alright, i just had a bad night.
so this weekend has definitely been great. except for tonight. tonight was not a good night.
i came home and got grounded. me and my dad had a huge argument/heated discussion about everything. you name it, we fought about it. mostly it was about school and me trying to prove to him that it IS important to me but i just don't understand math at all. so i made a decision tonight that i need to start paying attention to my school work alot alot alot alot more. i just need to pass high school and then i'm gone. i need to get a job to save up for a fucking apartment or something because this whole living at home mess isn't going to work when i'm 18. and danielle had the oppurtunity to move out but she didn't. when i get that opportunity, i'm going to take it and run with it. jesus christ. i'm so ready to leave.
haha. it even got to the point tonight where my dad told me to leave and not come back if i wasn't going to listen to him. but i thought about my cousin and she told me about her mistake of running away and all that. haha running away. how early 90's.
but hey. i had stefany &joe to talk to afterwards and i was really glad. DON'T LISTEN TO A GODDAMN WORD THEY SAY! yeah. joe gives the best advice. hahaha. and stefany is always there to listen to my cry like a little girl. aww.
i'm kind of glad i talked to my dad about all of this. i told him how i didn't drink or do drugs and how he could at least be happy for me for all of that. and he said he was. meh. this whole grounding thing will pass with time. i just really need to buckle down with my schoolwork so i don't find myself slipping. i just wish i wasn't 16. goddammit. everyone still be friends with me when i'm 18, please. i mean, that's when i'll be legal and all but.. still, i promise i'll still be fun. and still hot. i mean, i can only promise so much on the being hot thing but, come on.
winter break isn't that far away. i just want everything to blow over NOW.
alright well. i'm going to go work on my physics project, cuddle up &read lolita by myself.
i came home and got grounded. me and my dad had a huge argument/heated discussion about everything. you name it, we fought about it. mostly it was about school and me trying to prove to him that it IS important to me but i just don't understand math at all. so i made a decision tonight that i need to start paying attention to my school work alot alot alot alot more. i just need to pass high school and then i'm gone. i need to get a job to save up for a fucking apartment or something because this whole living at home mess isn't going to work when i'm 18. and danielle had the oppurtunity to move out but she didn't. when i get that opportunity, i'm going to take it and run with it. jesus christ. i'm so ready to leave.
haha. it even got to the point tonight where my dad told me to leave and not come back if i wasn't going to listen to him. but i thought about my cousin and she told me about her mistake of running away and all that. haha running away. how early 90's.
but hey. i had stefany &joe to talk to afterwards and i was really glad. DON'T LISTEN TO A GODDAMN WORD THEY SAY! yeah. joe gives the best advice. hahaha. and stefany is always there to listen to my cry like a little girl. aww.
i'm kind of glad i talked to my dad about all of this. i told him how i didn't drink or do drugs and how he could at least be happy for me for all of that. and he said he was. meh. this whole grounding thing will pass with time. i just really need to buckle down with my schoolwork so i don't find myself slipping. i just wish i wasn't 16. goddammit. everyone still be friends with me when i'm 18, please. i mean, that's when i'll be legal and all but.. still, i promise i'll still be fun. and still hot. i mean, i can only promise so much on the being hot thing but, come on.
winter break isn't that far away. i just want everything to blow over NOW.
alright well. i'm going to go work on my physics project, cuddle up &read lolita by myself.