Oct 11, 2003 01:47
tonight was really swell. american nightmare has my heart. not you. <3
ummmm. saw people that i love. realized i don't hate anyone anymore. if i give you a shitty look at a show or even in public, don't take it personally. it's probably because i was born like that. i don't hate you unless you've given me a reason to. so start talking to me, fucks. aww.
CANDICE: you fucking DUMBASS. sent me a message and then i called your fucking boyfriend. haha. i was so excited when i saw it because i thought it was someone like seriously trying to talk shit to me. ohhh my love. but i know it was your way of saying i love you. <3
david &i have become alot closer and it makes me really, really happy. that kid is 100% golden. god, i love that kid so much. there's no one i'd rather have had in my life for 8 years. <3333333
umm. so yeah i'm sleeping at home tonight because of the fact that i got 5 hours of sleep last night. i couldn't sleep because i'm retarded. and i think i was just anxious.
tomorrow will be spent cleaning the house and maybe running up to the mall of georgia to spend some money because that's always fun. anyone want to come? awesome. <33 then i'm off to see house of the dead with joe [plus aaron &paul and perhaps nate?]. YES. then a slumber party. wooo.
my sister's friend jessica is going to do my hair when she gets back from chicago. she's going to redye it for me because she did my sister's hair pretty cool. we shall seeeee. i need to do my underdye a different color i think. i need input on my hair. my hair sucks. the end.
drifting from certain people is necessary. i've realized i wasn't as good as friends with people as i make myself out to be with them. i've forced too much. i'm kind of ready to just be chill for right now.
okay i'm outtie. kisses.