FUCK ME.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to THINK about it. I don't want to feel about it.
FAIR? that's child's play.
I just want to scream, but I'd probably scare my neighbors and my roommate, so I have to resort to this stupid medium of self-loathing and whining. FUCK.
I feel like my insides are melting out of my body.
I want to fall backwards into a deep pool of warm water and not have to think of anything but the pressure. Today was supposed to be a great day. I am going to see one of my favorite bands that I've never seen before, but now I feel ragged and pulled apart. My body only stretches so far.
I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to THINK about it. I don't want to feel about it.
FAIR? that's child's play.
I just want to scream, but I'd probably scare my neighbors and my roommate, so I have to resort to this stupid medium of self-loathing and whining. FUCK.
I feel like my insides are melting out of my body.
I want to fall backwards into a deep pool of warm water and not have to think of anything but the pressure. Today was supposed to be a great day. I am going to see one of my favorite bands that I've never seen before, but now I feel ragged and pulled apart. My body only stretches so far.