The Past......
Even in a beautiful country with a great guy, the past still haunts a person. I have been spending some time with a wonderful man...I choose to keep his name a secret till I know that I won't fuck this possible great thing in my life up, as I always do. I was looking out on the sunset and memories of the two men I ever really loved came over me. How was it possible I could love two so different men and I lost them both. I changed my ways and I fun a happiness that no one could have ever told me I would gain only to lose it once again over something I couldn't help.
Slowly I move on and learn to let guys in. One person can only change so much and I'm about sick of changing. I am the way I am by chose and I'm the only one that can choose who I am. This new man likes me for who I am, as did my ex husband. It's just kind of hard to be alone when I was so accustom to being in the arms of a man I loved.
Who knows if I love this new man in my life but time will tell. He is a great guy and I enjoy his company. I'm just hoping that he doesn't turn out to be another Tom.
I'm abroad for those that care. Time out of the country is good for me, well for the most part that is.
Time to go and enjoy some company.....
Ciao
PS..
I hear my bestest friend is back. Please tell me it's true.
Slowly I move on and learn to let guys in. One person can only change so much and I'm about sick of changing. I am the way I am by chose and I'm the only one that can choose who I am. This new man likes me for who I am, as did my ex husband. It's just kind of hard to be alone when I was so accustom to being in the arms of a man I loved.
Who knows if I love this new man in my life but time will tell. He is a great guy and I enjoy his company. I'm just hoping that he doesn't turn out to be another Tom.
I'm abroad for those that care. Time out of the country is good for me, well for the most part that is.
Time to go and enjoy some company.....
Ciao
PS..
I hear my bestest friend is back. Please tell me it's true.