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Dec 02, 2002 12:44

News to all I'm thinking of getting a place on Paradise Island in the Bahamas. A place for me to get away from it all. *smiles weakly*

I'm sure the new is not really a surprise and I know it just might hurt a few people, one in particular. It's has nothing to do with certain facts of my past but my future. You all have seen the change in me and have liked it. This place is magical and I'm happy right now. I think I have a right to myself to be happy with myself and who I have become. I came down to here to find myself and I think I have.

*toys with the pendant on my necklace* I don't want to feel like I'm leaving anyone or that I'm abandoning people I love with all my heart. I do have reason for staying in both New York and LA. But maybe I just need a place to find happiness.

I'm not leaving for good. I'm just getting a place in paradise for me to escape too.

I hope everyone can understand what I'm doing and why I'm doing it.

Tyler: I love you. You know it has nothing to do with you or our past. It's something about me and why I can never be happy with who I am.
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