Nov 24, 2002 12:48
Laying out in the sun is very nice. I'm having a great time here. Hayden did manage to visit me for a very short time yesterday and I was happy. Anyone is free to come and visit if they please. I have more than enough room as is and I like the company.
I'm finding myself here. *smiles* It's the view and the sunset that makes me feel so different. This place is like another world..a world where I'm myself and I'm not be held back.
No camera or press about..I can be naked..both physically and emotionally. It's definitely something I need. I need to just strip myself of the past and just let myself fall.
I think I'm ready though...It's been a long week and slowly I'm coming back...with a little help of a certain someone...*blushes* Sometimes I just need a reminder of what love is and can be...I'm not saying that what I feel at this moment is the same feeling I felt last week...it might be stronger and truer... I can't say till I truly know.....
Love to all my friends and special kisses and love to those closest to me and those that will be...
Ciao