Jul 19, 2005 21:00
i'm not really sure as to what i want to say.
i'm stuck between the cross-hairs of imagination and accelerated time.
i'm always half-fighting myself.
half-handed cloud: can't even breathe own my own
and you know i'm
so bad...
don't you?
can't even breathe on my own two feet
i'm constantly trying to compete
with myself
and i see you're
so good...
how'd you get to the place
where you can show your face?
and you even have a smile on it.
and i need a new life
can you?
i don't care what they're really about, i feel these lyrics are about surrender to one so much glorious to yourself. saying you need god, even if that means giving up your own life. because...it isn't life alone. it's not life when you're in control-- it's suffocation.
god is so beautiful.
i just want to be a part of him. i just want to delve. i want to know him better than myself.
i've learned so much. i don't want LIFE to grow familiar and stale.
my dad is walking in the door. i can hear his keys jingle across his pockets and his voice echo throughout the house as he opens scattered cabinets and they creak with the toss.
nothing can compare to how i feel when i feel close to god.
everything is amplified gently. i'm strolling through memories of greater beings than myself, cloaked in their prayers and promises. everything is shaded in a love that is ethereal, other-worldly, tasteful, great.
every day, give with a thankful heart.
have a nice night!
live.