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ahhh... i suck at having crushes.
so i like this girl... or at least i think i like her. i know i like her as a friend. and i find myself thinking about kissing her. or staring into her eyes for a long time. most importantly, i find myself just wanting to know everything i can about her.
which therefore means i act like an idiot and talk too much. and say dumb things. and get all paralyzed-like and unable to even begin to flirt.
we're friends. new friends and i don't want to be like "hey, i have a crush on you" and fuck up a friendship that i value.
ahhhh. i suck. really, i do.
so i like this girl... or at least i think i like her. i know i like her as a friend. and i find myself thinking about kissing her. or staring into her eyes for a long time. most importantly, i find myself just wanting to know everything i can about her.
which therefore means i act like an idiot and talk too much. and say dumb things. and get all paralyzed-like and unable to even begin to flirt.
we're friends. new friends and i don't want to be like "hey, i have a crush on you" and fuck up a friendship that i value.
ahhhh. i suck. really, i do.