did anyone get pictures?
Oliver made our relationship over into a self-fulfilling prophecy. (The only person to dare claim I would 'understand when I was older,' he would constantly harp on my age, instead of realizing that his sheltered, unscarred perception was the emotional problem). I realized I had his number when my friend Stephen, Michael's father, asked after him last night. One of those well-whatever-happened-anyway questions. Tears sprang stinging to my eyes and I quietly said, "I didn't expect him to be so faint of heart." The instant I made my reply, the curtain sighed as it fell to the stage. I grasped the explosive charge and extinguished it with my bare hands. Stephen looked up from the ice-cream he was inspecting in time to look at me, understand, and say, "I don't know you incredibly well, all things considered, but I do know that you're most certainly not for the faint of heart." The release, a statement of the obvious, as I rose out of my post-glory depression from Saturday night. (It's terrible, how after I felt like falling down and crying. I wanted a kiss so bloody badly, some way to celebrate, some incredible smile to drown myself in, to let go of the show by unwinding out of my body around someone else. I've never had that, you know. No one has ever stayed long enough for me to share a victory. Not once.)
The fire and fireworks went so bloody well that I was almost amazed. It was a potential disaster of the worst sort. We almost didn't have a finale. Those rather essential things we needed to make a show? Gone. All our fire torches, staves, etcetera, got themselves misplaced between Thursday night after dress rehearsal and when I arrived Saturday afternoon at 2 o'clock.
No one could tell me a thing. I arranged search parties for hours, grasping for any clues, any ideas as to where our kit went. After I vowed vengeance several times, and condemned our ridiculously poor security to be the first against the wall when the revolution comes, we managed to borrow some odds and ends off Elliot Neck at the very last minute. Less than twenty minutes before curtain, gear finally arrived. By the time gear arrived, we'd used all our fuel filling Tiki torches. Which meant that we ended up lighting with Citronella. Yes, Citronella. That's what the gas station had. As if to add insult to injury, the delinquent half of my crew didn't arrive until five minutes before call. Except the arsonist, who'd been there since five in the afternoon. It was like I pulled the entire show from the air.
It was amazing.
However, so was my show.
I won.