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So i cried... In the shower.. and the best thing about crying in the shower is you can't feel your tears so you don't know how hard you are crying.. Why was I crying? I'm crying because I'm afraid of going forward.. Afraid of tomorrow and the next day and the day after that. I'm afraid that the glimpses of strength I have are never going to stay.. I'm afraid of sleeping. I'm afraid of the fact that in the next 2 days I have to switch it from going to bed at 4:30am to getting up at 4:30am... I don't want to go back to work.. Last week was the hardest week and I just haven't recovered from it.. I'm sad... I'm sad that I am never going to give anyone the chance to appreciate me.. I'm sad that I'm too bloody paranoid to let myself go a little bit and enjoy life..
Ahh fuck it.. it's just the same old story every damn week. :)
Ahh fuck it.. it's just the same old story every damn week. :)