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i lie here wondering how long it will take
for me to fall asleep tonight.
without you, it just doesn't feel right.
these covers don't seem to contain the warmth you give.
but a smile comes as i remember the little things you did.
but then my eyes open,
and this darkness just can't keep it coming.
these strings keep breaking and my mouth keeps on shaking.
i say it's you that's holding me back,
but the strings don't break so well when they're around my neck.
and my mouth doesn't shake so much when it's filled with coke,
oh, now why am i such a reck?
please stop me now before it gets any worse.
tell me it's not worth the pain.
i'll do anything to keep you by my side.
the lot of losing my limbs doesn't even compare
to the thought of losing you.
but i'll throw away these thoughts.
Just kiss me before i go,
and then i'll be gone, and you will be so.