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i am sooo starting to freak the fuck out about this whole move thing. in my heart, it's what i want, and i know once we settle in there, i'll be okay. but there's so fucking much to do beforehand, with no time to do it all in, and it's going to break my fucking heart to leave my friends here. this is why i just shouldn't make friends.
& i feel like i spent all day today alone. work work work, come home, work work work, and now jesse's asleep.
i think when we move, i'm just not going to get a job. i'm going to concentrate on making my own little business happen and hopefully i should have enough monies to cover at least october's rent, and then the momentum generated by the christmas season will hopefully be enough to last until january... i'm tired of working all day then coming home and working more and never getting to see anyone. i just wanna sit in my little studio all day until jesse comes home and then just chill. have a life. y'know. i miss that.
camille and sarah, i'm going to miss the living fuck out of you two. you don't even know.
seattle peeps - i hope you're up to spending the entire month of october consoling me and making me feel like i still have friends. cos i know i do... but this hurts.
& i feel like i spent all day today alone. work work work, come home, work work work, and now jesse's asleep.
i think when we move, i'm just not going to get a job. i'm going to concentrate on making my own little business happen and hopefully i should have enough monies to cover at least october's rent, and then the momentum generated by the christmas season will hopefully be enough to last until january... i'm tired of working all day then coming home and working more and never getting to see anyone. i just wanna sit in my little studio all day until jesse comes home and then just chill. have a life. y'know. i miss that.
camille and sarah, i'm going to miss the living fuck out of you two. you don't even know.
seattle peeps - i hope you're up to spending the entire month of october consoling me and making me feel like i still have friends. cos i know i do... but this hurts.