well
adam has a facebook.
he has a facebook and a girlfriend.
he has a facebook, a girlfriend, and a life.
a life that i'm not part of.
i guess i've been living with the idea that all this time that i haven't heard from him, he's been in trouble or sad or trying to deal with his issues and become the good person that i know he is. now to find out that the reason he didn't call me on my birthday like he promised he always would was probably because he was with his new girlfriend and his new friends and his new life. i've spent so much time thinking that he's been hiding from the world when i guess he's really been hiding from a world with me in it.
after 10+ years of this back and forth, up and down un-merri-go-round, i don't know how to feel about it whatsoever. lost. confused. betrayed..
on top of it, i keep having weird greg-related dreams. makes me uncomfortable and lonely.
at least he's coming to get his stuff out this weekend. after that, who knows.
he has a facebook and a girlfriend.
he has a facebook, a girlfriend, and a life.
a life that i'm not part of.
i guess i've been living with the idea that all this time that i haven't heard from him, he's been in trouble or sad or trying to deal with his issues and become the good person that i know he is. now to find out that the reason he didn't call me on my birthday like he promised he always would was probably because he was with his new girlfriend and his new friends and his new life. i've spent so much time thinking that he's been hiding from the world when i guess he's really been hiding from a world with me in it.
after 10+ years of this back and forth, up and down un-merri-go-round, i don't know how to feel about it whatsoever. lost. confused. betrayed..
on top of it, i keep having weird greg-related dreams. makes me uncomfortable and lonely.
at least he's coming to get his stuff out this weekend. after that, who knows.