it's never me
why is it that the only guys i ever want, really want, are the only guys who i can't ever get.
i can get guys.
i've learned this.
i guess i just have to not give a shit about them. not like them. not want a relationship. not even really be friends.
then i can get them,
oh empty hollow reward.
no matter how hard i try, or don't try, over the years and years.
it'd be nice to one day actually be with a person who i care about and want to be with.
but i don't know what to do.
i don't know what else i CAN do.
it's always someone else.
she's usually smaller than me..
not pretty, usually with tiny tits.
i'm never picked.
never chosen.
they never realize..
it's never me.
i can get guys.
i've learned this.
i guess i just have to not give a shit about them. not like them. not want a relationship. not even really be friends.
then i can get them,
oh empty hollow reward.
no matter how hard i try, or don't try, over the years and years.
it'd be nice to one day actually be with a person who i care about and want to be with.
but i don't know what to do.
i don't know what else i CAN do.
it's always someone else.
she's usually smaller than me..
not pretty, usually with tiny tits.
i'm never picked.
never chosen.
they never realize..
it's never me.