take my hand... take my heart... take it away...
new york city - shopping... good. food... good. hotel... good. spending money... good. my mom... good. my cousin... good. my aunt... crazy psycho bitch.
if i really wanted to be lectured and bitched at and talked down i would have brought my nana on this trip. i didnt bring her on this trip for a reason, but instead, i had the next best thing, my nanas double, my auntie krysia. fuck man. every second she would bitch at me. i wouldnt even have to do anything, i wouldnt have to utter i would, shit, i wouldnt even have to breathe and i would be yelled at. she definitly sucked the fun right out of new york city.
it was cool tho. so much to see... so friggen much to do. my feet are in dire need of sleep and rest and no more walking lol. i bought some cool shit so i should stop complaining.
seeing dan - oh boy... i realized again why i love that boy so friggen much. my flight was delayed so i lost an hour with him but when i got there it didnt matter because i was just so happy to be with him again. he ended up asking me if i would stay overnight because he didnt want to have to say goodbye so soon [needless to say, neither did i]. so of course, i stayed... no hesitation there thats for sure. we layed and talked for a bit. he told me some of the cutest stuff ever. it actually made me feel more certain about everything... about us.
♥. k: 'i dont know whether to tell you how much i missed you and how happy i am to see you or how much im going to miss you this time.' d: 'tell me all of it...'. ♥.
we woke up at 11 and then ended up staying in bed until 1. i love mornings like that. i left and then ended up going back to his house to say goodbye to him and all the guys in his band. it was a crazy rush for them to leave but they left and hopefully made it to their show ontime. we kissed and hugged and said we'd miss each other. no tears this time. i think thats only because his parents were standing right there lol... but man am i gonna miss him. yet again. geez. i cant wait until september 4th. ill be counting the days... what am i saying... im already counting the days [15].
xo;
if i really wanted to be lectured and bitched at and talked down i would have brought my nana on this trip. i didnt bring her on this trip for a reason, but instead, i had the next best thing, my nanas double, my auntie krysia. fuck man. every second she would bitch at me. i wouldnt even have to do anything, i wouldnt have to utter i would, shit, i wouldnt even have to breathe and i would be yelled at. she definitly sucked the fun right out of new york city.
it was cool tho. so much to see... so friggen much to do. my feet are in dire need of sleep and rest and no more walking lol. i bought some cool shit so i should stop complaining.
seeing dan - oh boy... i realized again why i love that boy so friggen much. my flight was delayed so i lost an hour with him but when i got there it didnt matter because i was just so happy to be with him again. he ended up asking me if i would stay overnight because he didnt want to have to say goodbye so soon [needless to say, neither did i]. so of course, i stayed... no hesitation there thats for sure. we layed and talked for a bit. he told me some of the cutest stuff ever. it actually made me feel more certain about everything... about us.
♥. k: 'i dont know whether to tell you how much i missed you and how happy i am to see you or how much im going to miss you this time.' d: 'tell me all of it...'. ♥.
we woke up at 11 and then ended up staying in bed until 1. i love mornings like that. i left and then ended up going back to his house to say goodbye to him and all the guys in his band. it was a crazy rush for them to leave but they left and hopefully made it to their show ontime. we kissed and hugged and said we'd miss each other. no tears this time. i think thats only because his parents were standing right there lol... but man am i gonna miss him. yet again. geez. i cant wait until september 4th. ill be counting the days... what am i saying... im already counting the days [15].
xo;