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i wrote a new song today. yesterday i imagined what today would be like and its nothing like i thought. i imagined it would be sunny and i would go out and work on the yard with loud and wonderful music emitting from the house and fresh smelling clothes dancing on the line. i would open all the doors and windows so the sun would warm up the cool interior. i would drink iced coffee with a blue eyed friend and look at interestingly huge chunks of art hanging on white white walls. instead i stayed in all day and watched an episode of futurama. hugged my sweet boyfriend and had to lay my wet laundry out on the bed hoping the fan would dry it enough to be barable. my hair looks shitty and the gloominess of this weather makes me want to sleep my life away.