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Well! It has certainly been a while since I posted here. I have been doing the all-in-one thing at myspace. I should be doing homework, but as perusual, I am procrastinating. A lot has been going on. I am having the hardest time sorting out my life. What do I want? I do not know. I thought I did, but now I am not so sure. Do I want to be a pharmacist? Do I want to get married? Yes to both. But can I do both? I am not sure. Finances are out of control right now. I am only working two days a week so I can focus on schoolwork. Is that going to make moving out with Dan feasible? I am thinking not so much. Dan has also gone back to school. He is feeling the stresses I have always talked about and apparently I am not emotionally available to him. I can't worry about school and money and marriage and still be my normal bubbly self all the time. I can only be stretched so thin! People do this all the time, I don't know why I have always had such a hard time with it.
In other news, Rene is getting so big! She is growing so fast! Both physically and mentally. I think I am going to take her to Dan's on Sunday to go swimming. That will be fun. Perhaps Jennifer and Kiana can come play with us.
I feel like all I ever do here is complain about life. But there isn't really much else to talk about! So I am going to stop now. Maybe later I will have something to talk about that is not so downer.
In other news, Rene is getting so big! She is growing so fast! Both physically and mentally. I think I am going to take her to Dan's on Sunday to go swimming. That will be fun. Perhaps Jennifer and Kiana can come play with us.
I feel like all I ever do here is complain about life. But there isn't really much else to talk about! So I am going to stop now. Maybe later I will have something to talk about that is not so downer.