Turkey Day
So this year was the first Thanksgiving that I didn't want to shoot myself. I consider that a good thing. It's probably cuz no one was smoking pot. It was nice having a full table again - some of David's family was there and my granpa and Dominique came up from LA. It was hard not having my grandma there though, and I think Christmas is going to be even harder. I guess we'll see what happens. I held my niece for the first time. I definitely can't take out my anger for my sister on the baby. It's always weird for me to hold babies so small. I feel like I am going to break them. I think they are way more fragile than they really are. Emily wasn't there though, and that made me sad. I miss her, which is weird, cuz in theory she shouldn't really be living with us in the first place. I do look forward to seeing her more when our house is finished though. I don't really feel like writing right now, so I am going to go.