Freshmen showcase was tonight, everyone did well... Ralph was amazing, as usual... Marcel made me giggle, Caro made me cry, she is really so wonderful, Hannah made me smile... and ... I was very upset Fabi could not be in it, I was very surprised with how good some ppl I have never seen act were, like Jody-Ann and Christy. Oh and the twins were so cute.... I LOVE CLARA AND NINA they keep me alive lol and kundai, lidian, and Tevi were so cute... everyone really did do great, but I was so disappointed in myself, in fact lately that's all I have been disappointed and as hard as I try I can't change.. I feel like no one cares and I lost all those who once did... why can't an one be straight forward? Why all the mind games? I feel so alone, like I'm trapped in a hole I most likely dug for myself and those I love most of all spit on me.... I left the performance alone... and empty as others laughed and smiled... whats wrong with me?.... I saw amanda, lindsay, and rosie which makes me soooo happy I really love them and miss them....
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart? It's kind of frightening how true that is....
Your Deadly Sins
Lust: 80%
Greed: 20%
Envy: 0%
Gluttony: 0%
Pride: 0%
Sloth: 0%
Wrath: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You'll die from overexertion. *wink*
How Sinful Are You? LMAO, I'm such a skank!