keep a straight face.
lately, i've been feeling a lot of remorse with this past relationship.
today, i sat at work just getting progressively more furious about the whole situation and imagined myself confronting him about all that was awful about him/us.
what makes me even angrier is that i'm not going to be around him in an environment where this talk would be appropriate for a long, long, long time. i'd be surprised if we never had the talk and pretended that what we went through wasn't hell. i'm also angry that he made me all screwed up and broken. emotional scars are hard to get rid of.
basically, i want to tell him to never, ever treat a girl the way he did me. and if he ever did, i'd punch him in the freaking face. i've already turned myself around and promise not to be mean, ever again.
so. much. pent. up. angerrrrrrr!!!
today, i sat at work just getting progressively more furious about the whole situation and imagined myself confronting him about all that was awful about him/us.
what makes me even angrier is that i'm not going to be around him in an environment where this talk would be appropriate for a long, long, long time. i'd be surprised if we never had the talk and pretended that what we went through wasn't hell. i'm also angry that he made me all screwed up and broken. emotional scars are hard to get rid of.
basically, i want to tell him to never, ever treat a girl the way he did me. and if he ever did, i'd punch him in the freaking face. i've already turned myself around and promise not to be mean, ever again.
so. much. pent. up. angerrrrrrr!!!