i'll sew on patches
i'm certain that the reason we didn't work out was because of the infinite restrictions we created.
we were too busy trying to be the cool, carefree couple that we molded each other into hateful enemies.
i'm not sure if it was ever love or if the idea of it all seemed lovable....in some sick masochistic way.
i'm not mad at him, at all. but i am furious at myself for being so reluctant to give up on something so obviously broken.
by the end of it, we truly hated eachother.
3.5 years and i swear i wore blinders for the last 2.5 years of it. how sick is that?
life is so strange.
we were too busy trying to be the cool, carefree couple that we molded each other into hateful enemies.
i'm not sure if it was ever love or if the idea of it all seemed lovable....in some sick masochistic way.
i'm not mad at him, at all. but i am furious at myself for being so reluctant to give up on something so obviously broken.
by the end of it, we truly hated eachother.
3.5 years and i swear i wore blinders for the last 2.5 years of it. how sick is that?
life is so strange.