remember, remember the 5th [and 11th] of november
i usually just want to delete all of my angry posts because i have such a quick temper that i'm usually over it by the next day. however, i need to remember just how angry i was at these times in hopes of never repeating myself.
he's gone. i'm here. and i haven't felt this good since the last time we've parted ways.
maybe it's because i'm done being pissed off.
maybe it's because we haven't spoken in over a week.
i wonder how many pages we can turn over before we finally get it right.
i feel like a fool for being so reluctant to give up.
i'm stupid. tell me i'm being stupid.
it is official [not so official that i've booked my ticket or anything, but in my mind official].
it has been decided regardless of the outcome.
I AM GOING TO SOUTH AMERICA IN JANUARY. with or without you.
i am more than excited to experience life outside of McGill. [fuck you McGill]
peru! argentina! chile! i will travel and be free and be ME.
freedom is so close, i can taste it.
necessito ir al bano!
no hablo espanol!
i have this friend. and for some reason we only hang out late, late at night. somehow, being together at that hour makes sense. when you're slightly tired, bizarre ideas arise and conversations are just that much more silly. he makes me feel safe. and i make him feel....? i make him feel.
however, i always regret it in the morning since i wake up completely unrested with his soft words lingering in my head. i then carry on my day drunk off of these lingering words.
coffee makes me feel funny.
he's gone. i'm here. and i haven't felt this good since the last time we've parted ways.
maybe it's because i'm done being pissed off.
maybe it's because we haven't spoken in over a week.
i wonder how many pages we can turn over before we finally get it right.
i feel like a fool for being so reluctant to give up.
i'm stupid. tell me i'm being stupid.
it is official [not so official that i've booked my ticket or anything, but in my mind official].
it has been decided regardless of the outcome.
I AM GOING TO SOUTH AMERICA IN JANUARY. with or without you.
i am more than excited to experience life outside of McGill. [fuck you McGill]
peru! argentina! chile! i will travel and be free and be ME.
freedom is so close, i can taste it.
necessito ir al bano!
no hablo espanol!
i have this friend. and for some reason we only hang out late, late at night. somehow, being together at that hour makes sense. when you're slightly tired, bizarre ideas arise and conversations are just that much more silly. he makes me feel safe. and i make him feel....? i make him feel.
however, i always regret it in the morning since i wake up completely unrested with his soft words lingering in my head. i then carry on my day drunk off of these lingering words.
coffee makes me feel funny.