i remember what your ears look like now
boatie made this video after nick died
of him showin his tats, and blazing, eating a burrito... whatever.
and im so glad he did.
because i start to forget everything.
i forget how full his lips were.
i forget the faces he makes.
i forget how he coughs.
i forget how he laughs
i forget how baggy his shorts really were.
i forget how he fills out the shirts that are now in my drawer.
i forget what his ears look like.
i forget how fucked up his eyes always looked....
it all just starts to fade....
thankfully i have this video. i watch it every few months.
its almost like boaty knew it was going to happen.
one day he just started recording. i remember.
im so glad. all the years i knew him, i never even bothered to take a picture with him....
i guess i just always thought hed be around..
i mean, i saw him being in my wedding pictures. him being there with my first baby.
i mean, he WAS going to be The Godfather. (i always laughed at that one)
id make my kids call him Godfather. aHAHAHA. man oh man.
in this video. my sunglasses are next to him on the kitchen table AND on the family room table.
and my bongs always next to him too...
i dont know how that happened, but i like it.
it makes me that much happier every time i hit that bong.
his birthdays in a few days.
im going to buy his momma mary a rose bush.
yes a rose bush. a red rose bush.
i think she will really appreciate it.
of him showin his tats, and blazing, eating a burrito... whatever.
and im so glad he did.
because i start to forget everything.
i forget how full his lips were.
i forget the faces he makes.
i forget how he coughs.
i forget how he laughs
i forget how baggy his shorts really were.
i forget how he fills out the shirts that are now in my drawer.
i forget what his ears look like.
i forget how fucked up his eyes always looked....
it all just starts to fade....
thankfully i have this video. i watch it every few months.
its almost like boaty knew it was going to happen.
one day he just started recording. i remember.
im so glad. all the years i knew him, i never even bothered to take a picture with him....
i guess i just always thought hed be around..
i mean, i saw him being in my wedding pictures. him being there with my first baby.
i mean, he WAS going to be The Godfather. (i always laughed at that one)
id make my kids call him Godfather. aHAHAHA. man oh man.
in this video. my sunglasses are next to him on the kitchen table AND on the family room table.
and my bongs always next to him too...
i dont know how that happened, but i like it.
it makes me that much happier every time i hit that bong.
his birthdays in a few days.
im going to buy his momma mary a rose bush.
yes a rose bush. a red rose bush.
i think she will really appreciate it.