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tina-
hey babe. i think ive finally figured out why im so scared of this relationship, its because of how perfect we are for eachother, we rarely fight, usually its because im a dooche or otherwise a bitchface, and our kissing is so perfect and fooling around is great and we have fun, im also scared of you leaving me, you say you wont but you don't know there maybe someone else, but i think how we met was fate (fate felt short this time your smile fades in the summer) and i love everything about you, your smile, your laugh, your jokes, your sexy voice, your ass, pretty much your whole body, and your lips and ect. there could be a list but it would be longer than a horeses dick so ill just leave it up to your immagination, but you get the point. :) and babe i really do like you alot and ive relized I like you more now than i ever have.
steven wrote that to me on 12-2-03
we almost broke up on sunday.
because he did stupid shit.
but when we got home from lindsays (we got in a fight there kinda.)
we were standing on his doorstep cuz laurens mom dropped us off.
and he was like do you want to come in?
and he was just laying there with me in bed.
not saying a word or anything.
just holding eachother.
cuz i thought it might be the last time.
i was there till like 11:30.
i didnt care if i was going to be in trouble.
(i didnt get in trouble cuz dad was asleep)
we walked to my house cuz i wanted to show him the decorations, and he walked me home.
then i walked him half way home.
and he wouldnt leave. he would keep walking a few steps then turning around to come back to me.
and it was wierd. when he finally left and started walking up the hill
i started crying.
because i thought he wasnt just leaving me, but he was leaving my life.
because i thought he was going to break up with me because he cant handle relationships and hes scared of commitment and shit.
so bla bla bla. i cant really say anything else about it.
except that we didnt break up. and were not going to.
i didnt get as much steven-tina-time as i did tuesday.
on tuesday he was laying there with me for like an hour and a half just cuddled with me and we talked and it was just nice.
then like 2 more hours of hanging out and he would play to me and stuff.
all i ask for is at least 15 minutes of cuddling and im happy.
okay im sure you guys are all sick of my rambling.
im going to post pics soon.
yes? no? who cares? thee end.
hey babe. i think ive finally figured out why im so scared of this relationship, its because of how perfect we are for eachother, we rarely fight, usually its because im a dooche or otherwise a bitchface, and our kissing is so perfect and fooling around is great and we have fun, im also scared of you leaving me, you say you wont but you don't know there maybe someone else, but i think how we met was fate (fate felt short this time your smile fades in the summer) and i love everything about you, your smile, your laugh, your jokes, your sexy voice, your ass, pretty much your whole body, and your lips and ect. there could be a list but it would be longer than a horeses dick so ill just leave it up to your immagination, but you get the point. :) and babe i really do like you alot and ive relized I like you more now than i ever have.
steven wrote that to me on 12-2-03
we almost broke up on sunday.
because he did stupid shit.
but when we got home from lindsays (we got in a fight there kinda.)
we were standing on his doorstep cuz laurens mom dropped us off.
and he was like do you want to come in?
and he was just laying there with me in bed.
not saying a word or anything.
just holding eachother.
cuz i thought it might be the last time.
i was there till like 11:30.
i didnt care if i was going to be in trouble.
(i didnt get in trouble cuz dad was asleep)
we walked to my house cuz i wanted to show him the decorations, and he walked me home.
then i walked him half way home.
and he wouldnt leave. he would keep walking a few steps then turning around to come back to me.
and it was wierd. when he finally left and started walking up the hill
i started crying.
because i thought he wasnt just leaving me, but he was leaving my life.
because i thought he was going to break up with me because he cant handle relationships and hes scared of commitment and shit.
so bla bla bla. i cant really say anything else about it.
except that we didnt break up. and were not going to.
i didnt get as much steven-tina-time as i did tuesday.
on tuesday he was laying there with me for like an hour and a half just cuddled with me and we talked and it was just nice.
then like 2 more hours of hanging out and he would play to me and stuff.
all i ask for is at least 15 minutes of cuddling and im happy.
okay im sure you guys are all sick of my rambling.
im going to post pics soon.
yes? no? who cares? thee end.