M a y b e.
M a y b e it's the weather.
M a y b e it's because I'm leaving.
M a y b e it's because I just spent two hours reading an old friend's lj
& felt regret four years late.
Or m a y b e it's because he's not with me, and as of Thursday, will be on the other side of the world.
But damn.
I am so fucking sad.